Stephanie’s Blog

today was a nothing day just hung around did a few errands and took an art history exam that i for once feel good about. I do not recommend taking that class unless you are crazy it is very boring and i could not tell you one thing that i have learned.

I know that i am one of many when i say that tomorrow can not come fast enough. I am super excited about all the yummie food and the lovely nap that follows!!!!! Well sorry for the lack of picture again didn’t find anything to take a picture of. I hope everyone has a good thanks giving and stuffs their face like cray!!!!!! Gobble Gobble!!!

Good night, God Bless

Nothing special today woke up and then met my cousin for lunch and we hung out and all that fun stuff. then came back and studied for my exam that i am about to leave for AHHHHHH not excited at all about it. Finished some laundry and recleaned my room that i spent so much time ceaning yesturday. Well that is about it i a going to come home and tae some pain pills for my back and i hope to sleep. So sorry for the boring post but this way frank cant yell at me for not posting!!!!

Goodnight, God Bless!!!

Miss you frank!!!!

OK i have not been very good with this but i am going to try once again.

Today  i woke up and read a chapter of American history not so exciting and took a quiz, didn’t do so hot, but i have about 6 more to take in the next 2 weeks so i am not so worried. I also finally finished cleaning my room. let me remind you i have been cleaning it for the last 3 months haha finally am done.  I also walked out this morning and noticed that my Christmas trees light were half out AHHH that sucks.

well another annoying thing happened today.  i went to CVS in order to get chap stick and ended up leaving with $30 worth of stuff not including chap stick ahhh. It wouldn’t be so bad if i didn’t do that the day before at publix and spent over a $100 and once again forgot the damn chap stick. Oh well i will try again tomorrow.

i am going to be like frank and list the positive things that happened so i don’t sound like a sad, depressed girl. I got my hair cut and love it for once, i saved money by painting my own nails and the don’t look half bad, and i get to where a dress i bought awhile ago tomorrow and excited i have a reason to look half decent.  I have to work in the art gallery again and that will suck but oh well. I also have an Astronomy exam which i will be studying for all day tomorrow.

The last little bit of news is that a few days ago i  got  a pinched nerve in my back and when ever that happens well it not only hurts like hell but it causes the rest of my back to hurt. the bad news is i ran out of my pain pills and don’t have time to go to the doctor to get more for a few days. and walking in heels all day tomorrow is going to suck

oh one more thing to end on a happy note. some of you have heard this already but my friend is a head chef for this catering company and their company got the contract for the Super Bowl!!!! WAHOOO yay for him…..but the really exciting news is that i get to help which means i get to serve al the rich famous people in the sky boxes YAY!!!! i am super excited!!!!!

Well that is it for tonight………

Goodnight and God Bless

P.S I will be back tomorrow!!!!!

Sorry this post is a little late but i feel asleep last night before  could do it so you will get 2 today. I spent the day at the beach and the weather was amazing, a little windy but very beautiful.  The waves were flat and poor but i still managed to get a few. After the beach we came back ordered pizza and played board games. sounds lame but it was a ton of fun. Also Jackie and Danielle introduced me to 2 different picture editing programs and i have been obsessed. But that is pretty much that so here are a few pics and another song!!!

Song of the Day:

Life goes on, life goes on
Life goes on, life goes on

You sucked me in
And played my mind
Just like a toy
You were crank and wind

Baby I would give till you wore it out
You left me lyin’ in a pool of doubt
And you’re still thinkin’ you’re the Daddy Mac
You should’ve known better but you didn’t
And I can’t go back

Oh life goes on
And it’s only gonna make me strong
It’s a fact, once you get on board
Say good-bye cause you can’t go back
Oh it’s a fight, and I really wanna get it right
Where I’m at, is my life before me
And this feelin’ that I can go back
Life goes on (repeat 2X)

Wish I knew then
What I know now
You held all the cards
And sold me out

Baby shame on you, if you fool me once
Shame on me if you fool me twice
You’ve been a pretty hard case to crack
Should’ve known better but I didn’t
And I can’t go back

Oh life goes on
And it’s only gonna make me strong
It’s a fact, once you get on board
Say good-bye cause you can’t go back
Oh it’s a fight, and I really wanna get it right
Where I’m at, is my life before me
And this feelin’ that I can go back

Na, na, na, na, na
Life goes on
Na, Na, Na, Na,
It made me strong
Oh yeah, got this feeling that I can’t go back
Life goes on, life goes on, and on and on

Shame on you, if you fool me once
Shame on me if you fool me twice
You’ve been a pretty hard case to crack
Should’ve known better but I didn’t
And I can’t go back

Oh life goes on
And it’s only gonna make me strong
It’s a fact, once you get on board
Say good-bye cause you can’t go back
Oh it’s a fight, and I really wanna get it right
Where I’m at, is my life before me
And this feelin’ that I can’t go back

Na, na, na, na, na
Life goes on
Na, Na, Na, Na
It made me strong

Oh yeah
Gotta feelin’ that I can’t go back
No I can’t go back
Oh yeah
I’ve gotta go now
I’m moving on
No turning back
Cause you made me strong
Oh yeah
Gotta feelin’ that I can’t go back…

Today was actually not a sad day but there was a sad wasted day at the beach. I went down to Cocoa Beach for a Wedding show for my sister. The reason why it was sad is because i sat there starring at the ocean while a surf competition was going on and i new that i would be able to join . But good thing i am going back tomorrow for nothing but surfing so i am super excited.

The wedding show kinda fun, free champagne, tons of free food, and one very very entertaining fashon show.

even though the day was kinda fun i am not really looking forward to the very long year of wedding planning to go because just like anyone who is single and involved so much wih something like this it is almost like a slap in the face and it tends to become something one cant stop focusing on. But we will just have to see how things play out.

Here are a few pictures from today’s festivities!!!

Well just like yesterday i am adding some song lyrics you dont have to rad the if you don’t want to.

“Settlin”

Fifteen minutes left to throw me together
For mister right now, not mister forever
Don’t know why I even try when I know how it ends
Looking like another “maybe we could be friends”
I’ve been leaving it up to fate
It’s my life so it’s mine to make

I ain’t settling for just getting by
I’ve had enough so so for the rest of my life
Tired of shooting too low, so raise the bar high
Just not giving up this time
I ain’t settling for anything less than everything, yeah

With some good red wine and my brand new shoes
Gonna dance a blue streak around my living room
Take a chance on love and try how it feels
With my heart wide open now you know I will
Find what it means to be the girl
Change her mind and change her world

I ain’t settling for just getting by
I’ve had enough so so for the rest of my life
Tired of shooting too low, so raise the bar high
Just not giving up this time
I ain’t settling for anything less than everything

I ain’t settling for just getting by
I’ve had enough so so for the rest of my life
Tired of shooting too low, so raise the bar high
Just not giving up this time

I ain’t settling for just getting by
I’ve had enough so so for the rest of my life
Tired of shooting too low, so raise the bar high
I ain’t settling no, no, no, no, no, no

So raise the bar high

(Sugarland)

Hello everyone, I am sorry i have been gone for about a week but my life has been somewhat of a mess. I have a had many situations i have had to face this week and it has been one heck of an emotional roller coaster. I have decided to not write about it but to move forward. today i don’t have much to say except that i am back . I am not posting a picture today but i am going to post some song lyrics and i think i might be doing this for awhile because i have noticed many songs have been finding me somehow and i am able to relate to them. Music is pretty much what i am always wanting right now.its the one thing that never lets me down.

I’ve dealt with my ghosts and faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
I’ve found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once I’m at peace with myself
I’ve been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long
I’m movin’ on

I’ve lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different but they’re always the same
They mean no harm but it’s time that I face it
They’ll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed home would end up where I don’t belong
I’m movin’ on

I’m movin’ on
At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know there’s no guarentee’s, but I’m not alone
There comes a time in everyone’s life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I have made up my mind that those days are gone

I sold what I could and packed what I couldn’t
Stopped to fill up on my way out of town
I’ve loved like I should but lived like
I shouldn’t
I had to lose everything to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road
I’m movin’ on

I’m movin’ on
I’m movin’ on

I’m Moving on By Rascal Flatts

GOODNIGHT, GOD BLESS!!!!

This one will be short because well nothing really happened today. As we know i did not go to sleep last night so i pretty much went to my Calc exam after i got done writing my last post. The Exam was ok i guess i wont find out until next week. after y exam i was able to lay down for about an hour and then had to go to my last class of the week. Art is so much fun, i love my table mates they make our awful paintings funny so we dont feel bad about ouroelfs. Added more to the painting that is what the picture is of. Nothing really yet but it is only about half way done.

After class i was about to die bc i was so tired i had been up for over 30 hours and just wanted to sleep. Made lunch and and tried to crash but i am still really nervous about the creeper and i am having a hard time sleeping. You have no idea how much it sucks to be scared to do anything. I am always scared he is right outside.

Well i am heading off to Jax tomorrow for the big game and i am pretty sure i wont be able to post this weekend but i will make up for it when i get back.

Im going to go attempt to sleep so……

Goodnight, God Bless

I will tell you now, this is another long one. Seeing how it is 5:30 in the morning and i have to get up for class in an hour and a half the is not reason to sleep.

This morning started off ok except for the fact that the blinding light coming through my window woke me up early on a day i have no class so not to happy about that. But i finally went a bought a curtain rod to hang my curtains and i will find out soon if it will work. I sure hope so.

I also finally went grocery shopping (it was much needed) and i hate when i spend over a hundred $ and it still looks like i have nothing it stinks.

well after that excitement i got ready to sit a do homework for a few hours before my calc review and got done with one small assignment when all hell broke lose. Remember that really bad date i went on a few days ago and the creeper, well he struck again. you think after Adam took control and gave him what for that he would stop, well……… not so much. My phone rang and it was a number that i did not have in my phone. I got a really weird feeling but answered it anyway and it was a young lady from the office of my Apt complex. she says” hi Stephanie this is (Enter girls name here) from the woodlands, i have a young man here who would like to talk to you. His name is Dusty. Would you accept this call?” UMMM HELLLLL NOOOOO.  needless to say i have never been so scared about anything in my entire life. EVER. i sat there an started to freak out and Paula and her boyfriend did as well. that ent that he was right down stairs and i was terrified. My first reaction was call Adam and once again he saved me. Still i am really scared leaving and coming home. Its the worst feeling. It also is bad when i need to walk around with pepper spray in my jacket pocket. Fear is not fun.

Anyways, i finally HAD to leave my apt for my calc review bc i have an exam in an hour and when i was leaving i think i saw the rented truck he used for our date again another weird event. After my review that was absolutely no help i had wine Wednesday with my cousin and friends like always. We carved a pumpkin, had pizza, and watched “Strangers”. Scariest movie ever and if you know me at all i do not do scary. And it did not hep that i have a creeper after me.

Finally after the movie, i was going home and I got very lost. See frank you are not alone. For some strange reason i could not figure out how to get home. i am normally really good about being able to find a way home but not this time. I eventually had to turn to the handy GPS. Finally made it home creeper free.

This meant i actually needed to finish my HW and that is why i am still up. I had many art projects to do today and study some more for my calc exam which i am thinking about withdrawing from the class bc well my teacher sucks. But anyways that is what my pictures are of. They are both paint, one is black and white on paper and actually turned out pretty god i was impressed. The second one is just setting up my canvas for the detail i will be doing later today so you might see the finished project tomorrow.

and this is the other….

well im going to go waste the next hour and try really hard not to fall asleep bc if i do i wont be able to get up in time, boo all nighters they suck.

well everybody                GOODNIGHT, GOD BLESS!!!!!!!

Ok sorry about the short post last night my days have been a little frazzled. To explain yesterday i tried doing something outside of my comfort zone and new so i decided to go on a date with someone i met randomly at :08. he asked me out the day after i met him and from then he became a little well obsessed. I was not excited about my date bc i had a strange feeling about it. Well….. He picked me up and we went out to dinner and everything was OK but he was kinda a weird person to talk to, then after dinner the real weird started. He told me the day before that every Monday he and his roommate watch one tree hill (as do i) and that we would hang out after dinner with a few people. Well when we got there no one else was there and realized that no one would be coming over. i was very uncomfortable and tried giving off bad signals and keep to myself and then out of no where this freako guy licks the side of my face. WTF who does that? well after that i told him i needed to go home to finish hw and that i had class the next day. I thought i was safe when i got home and he walked me to my door and i said good bye and all that and i walked inside a noticed he followed me in. thank god my roommate was there or who knows what would have happened. after like 5 min i finally got him to leave and i thought i was in the clear. WRONG!!! i got a message not but 5 min later saying “I left my pajama pants there and i am sleeping naked you should join me”. Um OK NOT i thought he was just being stupid or something and then i noticed a pair of pants. What the heck, I have no idea how they got there or why. i kept getting uncomfortable messages from him and i never responded. I was freaked out so i called some people to tell them what happened. Thank goodness for one who took complete control of the situation and def gave the creeper what for. The thing is this guy continued to call me and contact me and would not get the hint. My friend and creeper had a oh so lovely conversation on the phone and the creeper needed to learn to shut up. My friend tried to start of nice but by the end not so much. Well after many hours of confrontation finally about to dial the cops got him to stop for the mean time. I am still freaked out and have a very strange feeling that something else is going to happen. but i know i wont be going on any dates any time soon and that there are some super creepers out there.

On a lighter note FL/GA is coming soon and i am very excited. I also am thankful for my friends and am so happy that they were willing to help me out with my, well, strange situation.

I also was presented with a very informative music history lesson provided by frank. very informative and entertaining so thank you for that.

well i think that is all for tonight and sorry again for the lack of picture but i hope you can understand that things have been kind of crazy. There will be a picture tomorrow i promise.

Goodnight, God Bless

Sorry this is going to be a short one and will go into more detail later, but to summarize i went on a date, the date licked my face, and then i found his pants outside my apt door. Hmmmmmm can we say WEIRDO but i am freaking out a little and trying to arrange somethings in case he comes back but i will explain more tomorrow, sorry for lack of picture!!!!

Goodnight, God Bless